We all have things we should improve on. Then there are those qualities about you that they aren’t meant to love because someone else is. I’m finally understanding the difference between the two. I was trying to love a man who could never love me. A man who wanted to improve on things that simply make me, me.
There are certain things in life that we just can’t control. Yes, human beings are actually pretty powerful but we aren’t THAT powerful. I’m not speaking of manifesting greatness with your mind or topics of that nature. I’m referring to the moments in life that are just plain shitty- however that may look for you.
If you had the ability to change those parts of life you would have but…. you could not. It was just out of your control.
Often times I find myself trying to contain everything in my life but it’s really hard to be happy when you don’t know how to let shit go.
It is what it is
Life goes on.
Surrender to what is.
Everything happens for a reason.
All those made up mantras and I still struggle to just live in the present and take each day as it comes.
It’s okay to not have control over everything. Make peace with yourself and all those experiences. All the good things in life that are meant for us will never pass us by.
Yesterday I listened to Justin Timberlake practically all day. Nothing compares to the classics and nothing compares to being able to enjoy music. I remember a time it made my stomach hurt to listen to certain songs and genres so I kept my distance from it all together. I guess that’s when you know they really broke your heart- when you can’t even stand music. Thankfully that storm has passed and in the blizzard, I was singing, dancing, and feeling so at peace. A winter wonderland for sure and I didn’t mind one bit.